Thoughts: Sometimes it really is better to say nothing at all

Remember what older people would say when you were a kid? That if you can’t say anything nice, then it’s better to say nothing at all? For the majority of my life, I didn’t really believe it because I felt like I always needed to have the last word in arguments or fights or just […]

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Welcome to 2018!

Happy New Year everybody! As you can tell, we have a new layout here on the site and this year, this site is going to be very Backstreet Boys-ish if you know what I mean. I mean, we are celebrating the group’s 25th anniversary!

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Thoughts: Does it ever get better?

I used to be depressed a lot. So much so, I contemplated a lot of bad things.  I’m not happy… in fact, I’m always sad and depressed. 

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Confessions: Recent thoughts from a fangirling adult

Like I’ve continuously said, things have been getting back to normal. I plan on recording parts for my and Ezra May’s next BSB video analysis today. We haven’t updated it in almost a year but this has been a crazy year. Like, really. 

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I have 120 days to feel better…

I have 120 days until the Backstreet Boys cruise. Well, technical 121, but if you’re in Spain, it’s 120. I have 120 days until I need to feel better. And I’m working on it, but it feels like one thing happens after another. 

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New Year. New Start.

I’ve been hella busy lately with work and not feeling well. I’m starting to get the feeling better part situated, hopefully, soon. December wasn’t a very good month, as was 2015 overall, it sucked. So one of my goals is to write in this each and every day, no matter how bad I feel or […]

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