Thankful for this, that and a few other things

My Thanksgiving today hasn’t been the best and I pretty much hate holidays.

But this Thanksgiving, I have a lot to be thankful for so I’m going to list them out.

My Mom – I’m thankful that my mom has made it another year, after a rough Spring and Summer and I still have her in my life.

Julia, Mara, Me and Jen

My Friends – From my closest friends to my newest friends, I’m thankful for each and every one of you. You guys have held me up when I’ve been at my lowest. When my real family isn’t there for me, you guys are. You’re more than just friends, you’re my family, especially a few of you and you know who are.

Me, Nick, Barb and Lacy

Backstreet Boys – You are the reason I’m still here today, fighting this thing called life. Some people don’t understand the passion I have for you guys, but if they knew who you have been there for me throughout these past 19, almost 20, years, they might. Maybe they’ve just never experienced anything like it. I’m thankful that I get to help represent you in this fandom with some great other girls/webmasters and I hope we make you proud.

Kevin – Thank you again and again for coming back to the group. I wish I had your positive energy sometimes when I’m at my lowest. I wish I had your drive for life. You are an amazingly talented man and you will never know how you’ve touched some fans life.

Brian – Thank you for always being there to make me laugh, whether it’s a slight smile or a belly-hurts-from-laughing-so-hard laugh. I wish I had your conviction and beliefs and that I was as strong as you are.

Howie – Howito, you are an amazing human being and sometimes I feel like you don’t get the attention you deserve. You are the heart of the Backstreet Boys and I love ya.

AJ – You are the one that shares a history with me and who I share a lot in common with. Our demons and devils obviously know

Nick and I again

one another and I’m glad that we can overcome them all, whether it’s together, but separate. I’m so proud of the guy you have become and the father you’ve become.

Nick – You are the one that I have a bond with. You know how you’ve helped me over the years and I still can never repay you enough except to support you and be behind you for anything you ever need. You have become such a great husband and father and that is something that NOBODY can ever take from you. You are a good guy, an amazingly talented, good guy and I am proud to call you one of my heroes and I’d alike to think friend considering you know how old I am. LOL

You – You reading this right now. I’m thankful for you because you come here to my site and listen to my babbles whether it’s 45 ways Kevin Richardson’s hair is magical or if it’s me complaining about my life, you listen, you read, you tweet me, you come up to me at events and say hello so I’m thankful for all of you.

Happy Thanksgiving everybody. ❤